So yesterday I submitted my paperwork to SouthEnd Bariatric. That's right I have started on the road to weight loss surgery. I am really not sure why I didn't just do this earlier. I kept telling myself that I could do it alone. Well I have lost and gained the same 20 lbs over and over and then gained another 5 this year. Now I fluctuate between 270 and 265. I kept telling myself that I would lose it in the future and I totally regret not doing something sooner. I've finally reached that place in my life where I always wanted to be. I'm in a great relationship, I have a job that doesn't totally suck and I have an amazingly great social life. I thought now at 28 I would be healthy and happy. My life would be like some music video and I would able to fully enjoy it. But things don't always turn out like you plan I am totally unhealthy and I can't even enjoy my so called fabulous life. So I am finally doing something about it. I can't say that this is the first step but I can say it's the right one. So, wish me luck...here I go!